Alone in Якутск

  The day I publish my first update, my father dies. He was one of the few men, who have a gun in the department; mom told me he tried to save a man of those things. Why did he do that? Why did he not think on us? Я люблю тебя папа. Вы всегда будете в моём сердце Im sorry. Im so sorry. I don’t even know if this is useful or if this will help me in some point. There is a lot of people here who need to be rescued.   But every time I think about that… Its obviously that not everybody will be saved. So… Am I just waiting my dead? Am I just died because of the monsters? Or because we will run out of food?